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This Miserable Life

from Ill Will by Our Last Crusade

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This isn't living, this is silent distress
Someone kill the loneliness I feel
I inch closer to death just to see if I’m real
How low is low enough?
Do I learn to cope or drown in euphoria?

Walk me gently, hand in hand, into the night
Hold me tightly, whisper, sweetly, "it's alright"

Just another day in the binge routine
No signs of slowing, silently fading
The beetles click and sing, and move in unison
They bite where they see fit, dancing beneath my skin
When you find reality is insincere
And you’ve taken on too much to bear
Have you been left behind? Have you been fed a lie?
You're not the first to lose, you've got no fucking clue

Walk me gently, hand in hand, into the night
Hold me tightly, whisper, sweetly, "it's alright"
Cause it’s a miserable life
Walk me gently into the night, from the insufferable light
Whisper, sweetly, a lie
Let me lay in the corner of a room where the light can’t reach me: yeah, hide me in the gloom
Invisible, invincible, too numb to fight the nearing noose

Would I be better off erased?
Why does this feel like nothing?

Another pacifist in the machine
Not even death itself can cleanse apathy
Walk me gently, hand in hand, into the night
Hold me tightly as I lose my sense of time
Borrowing years cause this is what it takes to survive

I can't breathe without grinding my teeth
I can't sleep without these fever dreams

Oh, this sweet abuse
Oh, this sweet abuse
Let me lay in the corner of a room where the light can’t reach me: yeah, hide me in the gloom
Invisible, invincible, too numb to fight the nearing noose

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from Ill Will, released November 30, 2018

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